Love Impromptu

I look across the room Silence prevails I stare at you coil at a distance I can feel the disappointment The air is dry Your eyes teary. I have done it. You loathe me but you love me. I can't undo this, can I? NO. It's too late How could I?  Put our love to shame  I was weak in succumbing to cheat I was aware. Never thought I was hurting you. I overlooked it. Now here we are  Why am I hurting? Is it because you caught me?  Is it because I have been unfaithful? Why is my heart so burdened? All the while I was but enjoying it. She means nothing  You do. Is this true love? I think I love you. I always did. If I did, why then did I do it?  What am I saying? F##k!! Please Forgive me. I'm hurting too. I didn't know how to treat us I didn't know how to protect us I didn't truly know how u made me feel. It is clear now. I have been a stranger  A stranger to love  My feelings well aware now Please forgive me! °°°Eddy