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Stranger to Love


I look across the room

Silence prevails

I stare at you coil at a distance



I can feel the disappointment


The air is dry

Your eyes teary.

I have done it.

You loathe me but you love me.

I can't undo this, can I?

NO. It's too late


How could I? 

Put our love to shame 

I was weak in succumbing to cheat

I was aware.

Never thought I was hurting you.

I overlooked it.

Now here we are 


Why am I hurting?

Is it because you caught me? 

Is it because I have been unfaithful?


Why is my heart so burdened?

All the while I was but enjoying it.


She means nothing 

You do.


Is this true love?

I think I love you. I always did.

If I did, why then did I do it? 

What am I saying? F##k!!


Please Forgive me.

I'm hurting too.

I didn't know how to treat us

I didn't know how to protect us

I didn't truly know how u made me feel.


It is clear now.

I have been a stranger 

A stranger to love 

My feelings well aware now

Please forgive me!


°°°Eddy

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